Besides that, I have no choice
Sometimes, adults are just don't understand our practices, also not giving support,we this 8090 after the children really innocent, actually my in the mind also very vexed, you see our family have nothing, but I don't care about these, now I only do what I like to do, how far away a person's life, who also said not clearly, only feel at ease, happy went, I don't want to force yourself, I'm now more don't want reluctantly others, heart tired, sometimes think, really is too far, but in turn for yourself, in fact also nothing important, human life! Nobody can carry life for you, protect you life, love your life, only oneself, only himself comfortable, happy, happy, that is meaningful, otherwise no matter what you do, for your own thoughts are meaningless. As long as it is you want to do, just try my best to do it! Nobody will care about you so much, even if there were, he could not have this life are care about you, protect you. All love you. Don't care about others' ideas and practices, mouth long in the mouths of other people, he want to say, I can? And I also don't want to care about so much ~!!!
Now I can work doesn't go off work! Really don't want to see the dark night in the middle of the night, the more don't want to still dreaming! Even if the now work is very tired, I would rather let the job to intoxicated me, to be dead tired I, also do not want to see the terrible dark night, vague depression, heart sometimes vague sense of sadness, heartache! All don't know this is for the sake of what? I think a lot of ways to let oneself put on your many things, the laughter has too many things, let me constantly remind of, I want to let oneself have happiness some, but I couldn't do it, I am a very like nostalgic person, some something once in my face, just how also psychological can not put down, really very tired!
Actually everyday I heart are very pain, although I've a grin on his face, speaking so amiable,but my heart ache no one can know, more no one can understand, I just want to be happy, I go back to the original me! Don't all may not? Oh dear! Why do you bore me! But let me live so meanness, so bitter not deprived. Am I really do something wrong? Sometimes, I had to smile tell myself, I can do it, because I yearn for happy every day, more yearning childhood of every day...
Now I have to say to yourself: every day, try again!! Besides that I have no other choice